Aching and pain in neck/ shoulders/ arms are getting more and more serious. Took half-day leave today. Going home in 30mins time.
Y is my neck so weak. FML.
♥ 10:32:00 AM
This is my 60th postttt!
Met up with Baby after work yesterday. Then ate at 925 before going back home. Gonna visit my Ah ma later in TTSH. Hope she's feeling better.
Called Giman Beauty and Wellness to book an appt for me and Von for facial treatment. Bought the vouchers at discounted price few months ago. The receptionist was DAMN RUDE. She was chatting with her colleague while talking to me! And accused I didn't answer her questions when all the while I was repeating my answers more than twice each and kept 'Hello? Hello?' when she didn't speak up. And she said ' Ni ke bu ke yi yi ci guo jiang wan' and laughed at me. And she warned me not to be late THREE TIMES because 'we are the last customer on that day and they end work at 7pm. So please don't eat into our time'. WTF?! Cheena..
I'm not against cheenas. Some are kind and polite, but some are just FUCKING KP. Shall complain since there's the customer survey page in their website, AFTER I finished the treatment. Doubt they will care about it. But at least I will feel better. :)
Having diarrhoea for the third time in four hours. Hopefully the lumps of fats on my tummy and thighs can flow out together with my shit.
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T.G.I.F!!!
♥ 1:06:00 PM
Caution. This will be an emo post.
Ah ma's in TTSH since two days ago due to fever. Shall visit her either today or tomorrow. Her health's deteriorating significantly these few years. Is this what all old people will get? How I wish I can at least help her in something.. Sigh..
Probably meeting Baby today. Depends. Shall force him to eat NYNY with me.
And my neck is crooked AGAIN. Affected the nerves in my right hand AGAIN and causing it to bloody hell ache and pain AGAIN. Shall spend my salary to find a good specialist instead of the one in Mount E who charges nearly $200+ for X-Ray, some knocking in my legs. And he introduced me to a pretty physiotherapist who cheated around $500 for 3 sessions which only made a slight improvement. Maybe physiotherapies are meant to eat money from victims like us. There should be some problems with my sleeping position. Sigh..
*Insecure, yet you are doing nothing at all.
♥ 9:41:00 AM
Heard this song on radio yesterday.
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後來 我總算學會了 如何去愛
可惜你 早已遠去 消失在人海
後來 終於在眼淚中明白
有些人 一旦錯過就不再
梔子花 白花瓣 落在我藍色百褶裙上
愛你 你輕聲說
我低下頭 聞見一陣芬芳
那個永恆的夜晚 十七歲仲夏
你吻我的那個夜晚
讓我往後的時光 每當有感嘆
總想起 當天的星光
那時候的愛情 為什麼就能那樣簡單
而又是為什麼 人年少時
一定要讓深愛的人受傷
在這相似的深夜裡 你是否一樣
也在靜靜追悔感傷
如果當時我們能 不那麼倔強
現在也 不那麼遺憾
你都如何回憶我 帶著笑或是很沉默
這些年來 有沒有人能讓你不寂寞
永遠不會再重來
有一個男孩 愛著那個女孩
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English Translation
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Afterwards, I finally learned how to love
It's a shame you disappeared into the sea of faces.
Afterwards, though all the tears, I finally understood
That you can only miss somebody once.
White petals of orange flowers fall on my blue pleated skirt
"I love you," you softly say
I lowered my head and smelled the burst of fragrance
That eternal night; 17 years old, midsummer
That night you kissed me
Letting me in my future days, when I feel like sighing
To always remember that day's starlight
That love then, why was it so simple like that?
And also, why when we are young
Must we let those whom we love be hurt?
On this similar deep of night, are you the same?
Also feeling the quiet hurt of regret?
If at the time we could have been less stubborn
We would not feel regret now
How are you remembering me? Does it bring you laughter or silence?
These past years, was there someone who could let you not be lonely?
It will never happen again.
To have that boy in love with that girl.
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Dedicated to YOU TO SING TO ME. Heh heh heh..
Don't really like this singer because of some reasons, but I cant deny her songs are good. This song made me think of someone who did something to me.
On a side note, I'm addicted to playing Neopets, esp Dice-A-Roo. Finally quitted playing Neopets last year, and asshole Baby played it again infront of me few days ago. Tsk. Shall learn not to be influenced by others huh.
Hopefully we can watch our 'No Strings Attached' this Sat. Been dragging for so long. Our to-go-list is getting longerr and longerrrr.. :(
♥ 10:26:00 AM
Gonna live my life independently without u, on weekdays! :(
imissyou.
♥ 3:25:00 PM
PLEASE, don't ever ask me to trust you when you are not giving me a chance to do so.
PLEASE, earn it yourself.
♥ 5:19:00 PM
Met up a few of my friends and lunched at Northpoint Swensen's yesterday afternoon as one of them just booked out from camp. Get to hear interesting stories from him. Went home after lunch.
Oh wells oh wells. I'm damn bored everyday after 3.30pm. Everybody's busy with their own stuff and I'm busy getting stucked at home. Quitted my full-time job, and now I'm working as a full-time babysitter at home. Someone save meeeeeee...
♥ 1:47:00 AM
Where is the Love?