I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you






=)

♥ 11:04:00 PM

I'm 25% unlucky today.

• Left house at 9.30am.
• Boarded the bus at 9.45am.
• Realised my ez-link card's not in my wallet.
• Alighted and walked back to the WRONG blk.
• Went home to find, and realised the card's in the bag i'm carrying.
• Boarded the 2nd bus and my file dropped onto the floor with a loud 'BOOMZ!'.
• Everyone turned to look at me.

In conclusion, I went out at 9.30am and reached school at 11am.

♥ 11:45:00 PM

Not fairrrr.... Why cant I go.




Wrong from the start.

♥ 12:46:00 AM

Forbidden Love. HAHAHHAHA.

♥ 4:20:00 PM

We decided to act as strangers, pretended that we never see each other. Just that 1.5m away from u. So near, yet so far. I knew u saw me. But I don't think u bothered to turn back, just like our rship.

That very place we'll meet after our lessons ended... I don't wanna go there anymore..








'Friends' forever.

♥ 4:42:00 PM

Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I dont even know you at all
I dont know you at all

♥ 11:31:00 PM

He wished me good luck for tml's thing.

♥ 1:43:00 AM

Original: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZFDuJo_sy78
JS's version: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DtXr0pIRSg4


I think the JS's version is nicer.





Tamia- Officially Missing You

All I hear is raindrops falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me whyd you have to go
Cause this pain I feel it wont go away
and today Im officially missing you

I thought that from this heartache I could escape
But Ive fronted long enough to know
there aint no way
and today Im officially missing you

Ooh can nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
hey baby
said stays on my mind
and I Im officially

All I do is lay around
two ears full of tears
from looking at your face on the wall
just a week ago you were my baby
now I dont even know you at all
I dont know you at all

Well I wish that you would call me right now
so that I could get through to you somehow
but I guess its safe to say, baby
safe to say
that I Im officially missing you

Ooh can nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
hey baby
said stays on my mind
and I Im officially

Well I thought I could just get over you, baby
but I see theres something I just cant do
from the way you would hold me
to the sweet things you told me
I just cant find a way to let go of you

Ooh can nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
hey baby
said stays on my mind
and I Im officially

Its official
Hoo you know that Im missing you
all I hear is raindrops, oh yeah
and I-Im officially missing you








I know it's an old song, but it's my first time listening to it. Wanted to bold the parts that describe my feelings. But realised almost everything is bolded. Urgh, forget it.


Enjoy the song people.












4th day without SZH.

♥ 2:17:00 AM

I'm officially single.





Dedicated to u:

It's good because I won't have to worry and getting sad over silly stuffs. Thanks SZH, for leaving me. U don't deserve to have me. I think the reason for breakup is bullshit. But still wanna thank u for trying so hard to convince me. But too bad.... I'm not convinced.

I'm still sad. Sad because u made me realise i've been a fool for 1.5yrs, left a good guy to be with u. Sacrifices made were all useless. Hurt others, hurt myself. Now, I'm beginning to regret why I chose u instead of him.

I think there's a third party btwn us. But u said no. If there really is, I have to pity her. If u really want to cheat someone agn, pls don't. U will only make more ppl hate u. I've told u many times. If u gain smth, u will lose smth. Now u've lost me, let's see what u will gain in your career. Now u're free, nobody's going to bug u everyday asking u when's the next meetup. To think u're a coward, spent more than 1 week preparing how to break up with me. JOKE. To think I've been helping u to speak up all these while when my friends said abt u. Friends, I wanna take back ALL my words. Sorry. =)

We can still be friends, if u want. But I guess u will be busy with your career. Hope to see u famous in a few yrs' time.

Bye SZH, u're out of my life. =)



* The next few posts will be dedicated to u, SZH. Just to inform those who are not interested to listen to the story between me and a useless guy who can't even sustain a simple rship. =)

♥ 4:49:00 PM