I am blessed with....


1. a family that supports me.

They encourage me to do what I want. They support my decisions, at least for the major ones. We still go out together once every few wks, no matter how busy we are. We care for one another, though we don't express it with words. We had more laughter after that 'little big-headed thing' was born. Maybe she's born at the right time. Last but no least, at least my mama won't call me a 'fucking prostitute' like some other people in the middle of the night. =)

2. friends that i can confide in.

Though not alot, but enough to lend me a listening ear whenever i feel *&^%$#@!%$#. They never fail to make me laugh, and be myself when I'm with them. Friends, you know who you are. =) True friends stay no matter what.

3. a country that is safe.

I don't need to go around bringing a bowl, asking/stealing/begging for food. I don't need to climb high up to the rubbish hill to find something I can easily buy for a few cents. I don't need to eat the rotten apples people threw on the floor. I don't need to run for the bomb shelter every now and then. I don't need to see my loved ones dying one by one because of diseases. I don't need to see people get washed away by tsunami, get burnt by forest fires, get drowned by flood, get dehydrated by drought. I don't need to hide outside other people's classrooms to listen to lessons. I don't need to see people getting murdered/molested/raped/tortured but no justice is being done. I LOVE SINGAPORE!!!

4. a loving but crazy and bastard boyfriend.

Though we meet up once in a month sometimes, or maybe up to 2+mths, though we don't have what they called the 'honeymoon period', I know you care for me. I don't know how to explain this, but I know this is love. A little sacrifice in return for a great future. Don't bother about what other bastards say. They are bastard-er than you. It's been 1.5 yrs. Though not very long, but I suppose we've been through much more ups and downs than other couples? I love you Baby! Continue to work hard and fulfill your dreams! You're halfway there! =)

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